After coming across the interdimensional portal articles on self-forgiveness, self-trust and breathing in every moment (please look at the discussions on the "Interdimensional Portal..." , "Self-Forgiveness" GROUPS etc.), i just thought it will not hurt me to try it.
Let me explain.
In watching the videos on the Exposed History of Man and the articles associated with the story of where i came from or what is the real story of how humans came about, like Zeccharia Sitchin's articles on the Annunaki and Nassim Haramein's unified field theory, i found there exist a logical explanation that is common to both researches in history, quantum physics and the Interdimensional portal (Desteni) that just opened.
This is the realization that we did not know where we came from, who exactly made us and how and why we were put on earth.and what they are doing is giving us a logical explanation for it that somehow made sense from all 3 perspectives .
While we all agree that we were made in the likeness of God and that we are basically good, we pollute the environment and run after power while taking advantage of the innocent. The confusion that comes from our ignorance of where we came from and our existence comes to the fore as we investigate the way we live our lives on earth. We cut the trees, we abuse children etc. as we help and teach others goodness.
Well what can you expect from beings who started with no knowledge about
who they were in the past ? It is just like you have an amnesia about where you live and who your parents are while making sense of your job in the office and
your relationship with everyone else. That is literally confusion in action.
We need stable data that is here now that we can openly question as per its
relevance to what we make of our life and its contribution to the realization of our goal.
This quest for the true story of where life started on earth and how we were made had not been successful, partly because there are different accounts associated with this subject. It had always been a subject of debate in Religions and different schools of thought. The reason behind it is that every religion had a pre-conceived idea about how we came about handed down by the founders of that religion that incidentally differs from each school of thought. Although essentially they have a common tone (and that is the concept of infinity, ethical guidelines for better living and silence in prayer or meditation) they cannot see eye to eye which result in conflict and separation
This is the main reason why religions and the universal family fail to achieve oneness. How long are we going to wait? It is now time for the inevitable. After years of separation, there seemed no single solution for oneness and equality to exist that really worked.
I'd like us to evolve in our understanding of ourselves as who we really are as information from different sectors are presented to us. This will give us perspective on our basic identity. I made sure information from different sectors become available to everyone here in this network so we can cross-reference them.
We can then find out the truth about life and our connectedness to life as us all being its total expression. As all of us collectively move towards a realization that we are one and equal as an expression of life in its totality, we can evolve together as the universal family.
I came to the realization that because we really don't know the whole story about life nor do we have proof about the authenticity of information passed to us from generation to generation, whatever information that comes our way will be investigated and reasoned with and after we assess its logical reason for being by cross-referencing, we can then try it and see if it works for us to get us to realize our goal which is universal love (taken in its proper perspective). This universal oneness is only possible if inside each one of us we are one with everything. If we know the one we know the all. So, self-realization seems to be the key here.
There are many paths to self-realization and of course each of you is free to choose your path. As new information is presented to you and as you apply tried practices in your own life that worked for others and as you experience its power
in your own application, you get nearer your goal of realizing your own real essence as applied to all areas of life.
THE SELF-FORGIVENESS AND BREATHING WITH AWARENESS EXPERIMENT:
I for now wanted to pre-suppose for this experiment that the theory about the Annunaki designing our physical body and then putting a system on us called the mind-consciousness system to enslave us is true (by cross-referencing). Let this be my story for now about who i am and where i came from.
Okay, so the story goes that a human being accidentally opened the dimensional portal (through the self-forgiveness and one breath in one moment technique) in 2006 and both the dimensional beings and the human being found out about this so in one moment they decided to put a stop on this by removing the system
in us and opening the communication between us and the portal (see the videoas at the "inter-dimensional portal" group.
The only problem is that after the system was removed, because we equated ourselves as the system, we still are functioning according to that system thereby causing trouble on earth resulting from greed and the love for power. Another problem that was obvious was that in the dimensional realm which we go to after death, these Annunakis were also in power so they set it up to deceive them of the truth and that they did through forgetfulness (this is why we can't remember who we are in the past). So, the human that accidentally crossed the portal with the help of some dimensional beings reorganized heaven and earth in a way that we will all stand as one as all expression of life in its totality so that there will be no more separation. They decided to help humans by putting
transcended dimensional beings in direct communication with us to enlighten us about the truth and other means of help.
There is no mass self-realization planned though, rather they want us to work on ourselves through the process of self-forgiveness, self-trust and breathing awareness every moment. They will continually support us in our individual process, but we have to do our work to become self-realized. Now that the mind-consciousness system is not there to suppress us or deceive us of our
true nature, we can surely get to that state if we so desire using the technique
they have given us as mentioned. The earth they said and of course we agree,
is in a bad condition because of the collective mind state of man and this is causing chaos everywhere so we either stand up and take responsibility for
ourselves and work on ourselves through this process with the help of dimensional beings or we face our own creation, that of turmoil etc.
I decided for now that this seemed logical because the process can be done by everyone from whichever religious background and it presents hope for us getting together in oneness and equality, so I decided to try it.
I always believed in applying new techniques that come my way to find out if they work and to assess how powerful they are. This is the only way i can have reality on the effectiveness of a process. Then when i know it does work, i will have the credibility to endorse such a process to anyone.
I had for 2 days tried extensive self-forgiveness in brutal self-honesty. I cried a lot after realizing the self-deceit that is within me (as i sometimes hide behind my clothes, my make-up etc.) and fear of loss (because of lost possession, lost relationships in the past etc.)that i didn't know was there. I also thought that if
i suffered suppression from the Annunaki, then i would have lots of issues coming out from self-deception, fear of loss of "perceived self", fear of change to shift my beingness to my "real" self plus inferiority (from not being able to be me), anger and despair (from being suppressed), fear of losing anything associated with the "perceived" beingness, weakness from releasing that strength which "falsely" provide stability to " perceived self" etc.
When i was doing the self-forgiveness i realized i as well as alll human beings have to work on self forgiveness for possible self-deceit in their lives and fear of loss because there was deception and a sense of losing the self when the mind-consciousness system was integrated to their body by Anu (as pre-supposed in this experiment). Another issue that i realized brought me to tears is self-forgiveness for despair.
Since i was a child i knew something was wrong somewhere but no one i spoke to knew what this world is about more so what is wrong with it. no one knew exactly who they are or who their creator was nor they knew what their purpose
in life is. I felt trapped inside the body. I knew my thoughts are not mine for i didn't want to have those thoughts. I felt the self-forgiveness took a lot of those despair, sense of loss, sense of doubt, inferiority etc. out of me.
It reminded me of a process i did that was a work by L R Hubbard. It involved writing down ones lies, unethical behaviour (specifying the event, place and everything associated with it, taking 100% responsibility for it and writing down what he/she will do so it wont happen again.
When i was into the self-forviness process, i felt the release i experienced was a form of transcendence and so i as me as all as equal as the expression of life in its totality stood there for all beings and as i applied my self-forgiveness i applied it to all human beings.
After that I released myself from anything associated with the mind-consciousness system and reclaimed my original beingness and all powers associated with that beingness.This i did after the self-forgiveness part. It was powerful. It just felt it was the right thing to do at that time.
The effect of this process is that when i want to think of thoughts somehow there is a "stopper" within my being that prohibit them from coming. My thoughts have considerably lessened by half.
Somehow after doing the process i felt empowered greatly, i have realized that the 2-7 years time given to human beings to come to a point where they can be their "real" self can actually be shortened to maybe 3-6 months, that is my personal assessment( I will try to experiment on myself again on this ). This can be done if we research and put our awareness together on discovering any process that can assist humans to shorten the process (by looking at processes done by other beings that brought them to the point of transcendence). We are originally that life essence so i am counting on a future process that might be developed by you and me as we evolve to speed it up
I will continue in my process and see where i can have a breakthrough. Then i will let you know. Please feel free to ask questions if you want to try it yourself. Please feel free to also share to others your wins in applying the process.
The summary of how i did experiment on the process :
1st day:
I tried the 4 counts breathing:
Breath in (4 counts), hold the breath (4 counts), exhale (4 counts), hold (4 counts) = 1 round
I did it for 15 minutes after i wake up and i stop to do 4 rounds lunch time, afternoon and 15 minutes
before i sleep.
2nd day:
After waking up I did self-forgiveness, then did four rounds breathing now with the addition of an ideation
as i inhale (my self-honesty is my focus), hold (infinity is my focus), exhale(me as one as all as an expression of life in its totality is my focus), hold (infinity is my focus). I tried to do it throughout the day
about as many times i can do it then before going to bed, i read my list of self-forgiveness and do 1 hr. breathing.
Self-Forgiveness Process:
Close your eyes and say the self-forgiveness aloud or read it if you want to write it so you will remember all
issues you have in all areas of your life.
(Based on You taking Responsibility for You - you being cause of everything you create in your world)
I made my self forgiveness list (self-deceit of who i perceived i was vs. who i really am, fear of loss of my "perceived" identity and everything associated with that, despair for not knowing the facts about who i am
etc.). You can make your own that makes it real to you but it has to be specific and based on self-honesty.
The words i used was:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing ________________.
Throughout the day Process:
Focus on your breathing even as you do your daily chores and when a thought comes do self-forgiveness on an issue that might be associated with the thought, considering that thoughts are just unresolved feelings, emotions or unfinished cycles of actions. Watch thoughts as they come and be aware of when you blink your eyes. Sometimes if i can't place where the thoughts came from, i just forgive myself for accepting and allowing thoughts. When i am talking to someone, i keep silent while listening to the one talking and before talking, i still watch my breath and make sure i say the truth and that i am talking from the perspective that i am all as one.
In Joy,
June
Note:
Most videos and articles on the processes will be posted on the "interdimensional portal" GROUP or "Self-forgiveness GROUP.
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